Some things simply don't ask for your approval... they kinda just happen. I have had these moments of enlightenment where the Heavens send an angel to remind me of my path, because I've been too stubborn or busy or distracted by my personal needs.
It was all a yearning, couple prayers here and there, and very effortlessly, and almost by accident so it seems, things were still positioning themselves regardless of what I wanted. For my good. It was like chess and I was being moved from one block to another. God works in mysterious ways, at the end of the day He does what needs to be done for your good, not what you want to be done for your pleasure.